Seems it takes just a few people to engage in social communication when you are out about traveling, or really a few to do any number of things, relative to a much larger picture.  Hmm, pretty disturbing in another way, since it takes potentially just a few in some manner trying to exert a measure of control over behavior, socially or at least in the arena of things like psychological warfare.  Old news really one should suppose, although one has to wonder why it all persists in the way that it does?!  For a clear reason, aim, or objective, pronouncements of any daily objective seem to wash in and out of another much overly exerted theory, that is, if you looked a little funny the other day when a 'key' word were spoken, the theory runs the lines...ah yes, there must have been something 'nasty in the wood shed'.  Of course, you are suggested the high order proclivities coming from elsewhere are way out of sync with your own existence, or to say that generally you likely live the life of a saint by comparison, certainly apparent white wash is probably more obvious to most, especially given that a place such as this could sound more like a hellish human role played endeavor given to the dictum's of Hollywood screenplay writer imagining him/her self the social psychologist.  To this extent, it is to be said, that 'see no evil' is tantamount to a man that is something of a 'platonist', while on the opposite of spectrum, if you hadn't belonged to some accepted violent social order, or weren't a reflection of that order, a given disturbed mind were more then worth investigations but more so going beyond this scope...you estimate in this range predictably Alcatraz eventually closes, social political boondoggles meet their ends in time.

If led to believe there is something of oblivious social winds out there, it seems you are to up to this point, engage either in a form of self deluding hypnosis, to say that you imagined everything up to this point, or that this were one's having lied, or anything else, it strikes of anything obvious.  Here a choice path, is to lead one into a much greater lie it should seem, that is, to imagine everything as others would have you imagine, as they had not shared your experience, but to believe in something of an image that were pertaining to the experiences that on the exterior were not shared.  Obviously you couldn't not deny any manner of the sequences of events that would accumulate to the position that one were in...and yet, one were to imagine that some were drowning themselves in medicated delusions, into a system that tells them that their own sufferings (as imposed and shaped by others) were self created, self manufactured.  How insidious is that?!

Wanderings are seldom it seems, and then you figured you used a few hundred dollars to buy you comfort purchase for a small journey that were riddled with one test hypothesis after another.  Certainly that sort of provocation from the other end, neither provided warranted results and never did, it backed off certain elements estimating certain levels of social comfort for some added contingency later, the money that you lost were likely to be lost in time anyways...you figure, decisions weren't exactly for naught, and those interested in laying stronger claim remained reserved well enough, you provided all the indicators of doing exactly the opposite of your planning in the first place.