I am thinking about this in some considerate way, and maybe haphazard way. Honestly, one should think considering any manner of previous condition that one should be destined in one way or another. Whether it were supposedly a decline by the nature of one's existence, in any event, however, leading to the same circumstantial condition before. This culmination ends likely where it started so many years ago, in the same circular recess, one should imagine, and amazingly whatever generational persistence could have pushed any similarity by that very condition.
Existential questions one could offer shouldn't be as likely in the same ways given to the passing of decades, aging, nor something like mid life crisis, then more humorously the sort whim of another's judgement, appropriating any more air of mis judgement as to condition. As to the concentration of values, however, such are likely given, an alien circumstance, is neither given so well to easily writing off, as it were likely in other circumstances, or more likely given that supposedly that anything might be reflexive enough in passing.
If a new day is like a birth which strangely as it seems it should ever be, there is also something less brooding of an existence. A given evocation obviously to the sort of instilled judgement that one might have concerning life, and manner of value placed upon it...it seems conditionally speaking I might value at least any previous learning that I would have and has only aided and enhanced survival, in absence to basic necessities, and then admittedly something of a voice somewhere. It seems balancing something of the attributes of life, material possession, career, and anything else worldly in nature is always limited...of course, mid life crisis I'd offer could be enhanced by some suffering to all power in mindset placed in this way, if it weren't only to the extent an absence somewhere likely to be discovered, and to be spared another going to and from any likely certain worry wrought in time to the sleepless wanderings, so much that one's inset malaise were likely to the consolation of a lengthier sleep, consideration of change might be a given. As to the priority of one's worldly pursuit, likely it is mindful that they are limited and very much worldly it would seem more often, and certainly it would seem least likely to persist upon death.
Then passing into the years.
Little of this in question, and it seems there must be fortune, one should imagine.
Value then it seems is likely where one should have found something less abyssal in mind. If it were digress, there should be an uncertainty by way of the force, given to moving. On the other hand, any previous routine, however, thoughtless from previous work leads to any less than well observed condition. Here this last statement, less than well observed, is more often I think likely to the ritual of a tenured existence, and why feeling rebirth must be a highly nuanced feeling at that relative to first adult child steps. At least the feeling shouldn't be, 'not another ounce of this.' Existence is measuring and controlling, if one could do so, the degree of suffering experienced in life...not that in the long term that one might always be the wiser.
I am not certain that there is growing more sensitive or less sensitive to any condition, that makes for one's existence. If this should seem all the same as in the previous years, at least in the continuance of anything, unless there were some revelation had of it, and if only revelation had commenced in forming the idea of any retreat otherwise.
Hopefully as in getting older, one is not so much the more callous, at least it seems owing to any ignorance in life passing, there is much callousness already...these sorts of exteriors can't last forever.
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